August 2010
“if you ever loved somebody, put your hands up.”
– Just A Dream—Nelly
p.s.
:/ reading that post over again makes me sad. those thoughts honestly don’t describe what’s going on in my head. and i don’t expect anyone to understand what i’ve just put out in my blog.
mehhhhhhhhhhhh.
& i was wondering...
what makes you think that i can move on, when i’ve been in love with you?
i guess you’ll never know my true feelings about the matter. i can’t help myself, wanting to love you the way i used to. but i can’t have you anymore…you’re beyond me and i can’t bear to change that. i’ll always love you. i made that promise, and that’s one i’m...
my heart explodes.
when i see you online and i know that i need to forget you.
that is all for the moment. will update later.
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better.
okay i am much better. hahaha, i love my boyfriend.
so, sure he lives like 5997528675098729686459 miles away. and sure, he’s boring on skype ;), but he makes me the happiest i’ve ever been. except for the fact that i miss him beyond belief. but that’s okay. i think i’m willing to hold on a little longer. and God’s got a plan that i’m going to carry out no...
sadness to the utmost degree.
so, i have a boyfriend finally. but he lives across the country. what am i thinking?
i know God’s going to work everything out, eventually, but i still don’t know how i’m going to deal with this distance. and that makes me depressed. why is it, that as soon as i get what i want (a boyfriend), i want the single life again? someone please answer that for me. i want to go to...
“You know, you know, you know I’d never ask you to change. If...”
– Bruno Mars
